
I love being a wife and a mother, and I realize how blessed I am to be able to stay home with my children. But, sometimes I come to points in my life where I wonder, if this is all I am supposed to be doing. Am I fulfilling my purpose, am I using the gifts and talents God has given me to the best of my ability. And then, what are my gifts and talents that I'm supposed to using? Sometimes, I can get caught up in looking at the calling on the lives of others and tend to feel I don't measure up. I think, What is it about me that makes me special, what is it about me that the world needs that someone else can't give?! The other night as I was reading God's Word I stopped for a minute and asked, "God, what makes me special?" And in an almost immediate respose He said, "I make you special". Wow!! Again, I am reminded how quickly you can get so focused on yourself and others and off of Jesus. I am nothing and can do nothing without Him! My calling and destiny isn't something that needs to be found or figured out, it's something that I'm living daily, no matter where I am or what I'm doing! I'm so thankful for God's unending paticence and grace. I am so thankful that He never tires from answering the questions of my heart. I am so grateful that all he calls me to do is keep my mind fixed upon Him and He will faithfully lead me the rest of the way.
"my calling and destiny isn't something that needs to be found or figured out, it's something that I'm living daily, no matter where I am or what I'm doing!"....
ReplyDeleteWow. You put into words exactly what God has been continually impressing on my heart... Thank you, Rachel.